Pray...@_@

Saturday...the a day that supposed to be  very fun and relaxing..its like a a day to enjoy or to take a break from a busy week...BUT!!!today its like having another friday..I need to wake up early for soccer class..and after that..without having lunch..I went to Etnik class..and the class ended at 4p.m..imagine hw long i suffered from hunger..but its still cant be compared by those in Africa..Palestine..and other unfortunate coutries..may Allah always be with them..and may Allah grant my wish to be a millionaire..so i can help them..Insyallah..amin

hmm..today i played futsal..and I didnt do very well..im really lacking of self confidence or self esteem..and that's a reyal bummer when it's comes to soccer or futsal..when u dont have confidence..u'll be staying on the bench watching ur freinds play and u outside just complaining about how the others played..but when ur in da match..without confidence..u'll be a total useless player..everything will seem to be wrong..and u'll be afraid to make mistakes..and thats what happened to me..FYI, I had represented my school in soccer in 2007(form 5)..and i played only once..and only for the 2nd half..it's because when the coach ask me..Do u have the confidence to go in the pitch right now no 14?? I answered..emm..I think i'm ready..he replied..U think??so ur not ready then..haha..

In Kipsas i also represented the college in futsal for about 3-4 tournaments..and of course..as a full time substitute!!..Normally on the bench..the players will be eager to go in..but me??i'd rather stay on the bench wishing that the coach will never call me up..haha..weird huh??I wish i had more confidence..maybe my life would've been much better now..sigh...Ya Allah..please give me confidence in every thing I do..amin..

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